所以说要多出远门，自由地行走，没有任何负担。
我大概是从黄山回来以后才第一次清楚的明确自己今后想以哪样的心境和状态生活。
其实也不是第一次了，之前早就想过好多次了，我自己也记不清楚到底第一次是在什么时候，只记得是某个时间段。
那么未来做什么，才能如何生活，成为如何的人，就请再容我多思考一会吧。

黑夜

无数只白鸽从我眼前飞过
我瞪大双眼
盯着空洞的天花板

想这首诗的时候，我脑海里还掠过Ezra Pound的In a Station of the Metro

          The apparition of these faces in the crowd;
          Petals on a wet, black bough.


于是，我改了一个英文版的Dark Night

          The silhouette of these doves on the ceiling;
           Eyelashes around an empty, staring eye.

A White Rose

The red rose whispers of passion,
And the white rose breathes of love;
O, the red rose is a falcon,
And the white rose is a dove.
But I send you a cream-white rosebud
With a flush on its petal tips;
For the love that is purest and sweetest
Has a kiss of desire on the lips.

-J B O’Reilly(1844-1890)

 

白玫瑰

红玫瑰耳语着热情，
白玫瑰喃喃着爱意；
喔，玫瑰红如猎鹰，
玫瑰白如鸽子。

但我送你一颗乳白色玫瑰花蕾
花瓣尖染着几晕绯红；
因为在那顶上，恰有唇上的渴慕之吻一枚，
那是最纯洁最甜蜜的爱。

-- 约翰·鲍约尔·奥莱利（1844-1890）

 

赤玫悄然传热痴，素玫低声语衷意，一如猎隼一如鸽。
赠君苞朵凝如脂，尖染红晕细细漓，恰似蜜意点绛唇。

At this special moment in time, I want to afford you my deepest blessings, girl, or I should call you sister, for your unfairly burdened experiences that I, may not really identify with, and only can back you up entirely. Please, no more cries. Please, do not give up in yourself.

How I hope, probably not as desperately as you do, that there is no bias, no discriminations in your world, the same one I am living in too.

For long, we've always read those stories from books, movies and others' stories. Yet never have these terrible and the shabbiest things of human nature occured to us in those passing years, maybe several times to you though. But you, and I, the same, have lived up with the shelter and love from those who love and respect your being, what you suffered in the past only appear far too trival to what you bear now. What has now devastated your dignity, your trembling self-esteem shall does not stripped you of your talent, your dignity and your being as a Man. You are no more different from us. We all bear different external surfaces. But some stupid-headed prefer to value them too much.

So,
Don't cry, girl.
Don't give up your struggle to survive in this filthiness.
Girl.

I prefer N0.4. I think he's relatively better. Because he reasoned really well during his speaking, especially in the debating part.

I think debate is a combination of both reasoning and eloquency. However, as to No.3, his style was very eloquent, powerful and influential, but he did not reason at all, igoring all the others' feedbacks and just kept on his own lines. He didn't exchange and interact with the others, and what's more, he was talking on and on about genreal stuff at a very superfucial level. 

And for No.3, though he did not possess the eloquent style as the No.3 got, he did a nice job in reasoning and exchanging ideas, which is more important to a debate. Between a powerful style and the reasoning content, I think I surely prefer the latter one.